Is Valor even a word of Compassion anymore

  You See me like No other , i long for the days when i can step back in time and words like Compassion , Honor , Trust

were words people could count  on

without shedding blood  !

people say i'm crazy for trying to stick to my guns by

 being a straight shooter when asked ?'s

that some just don't wanna bother to take on

what's the big deal as long as the truth sets you free

why lie when it's easier just to be me 

you tell me , you think i'm playing head games 

all because  i forgot when  i wrote something days ago 

 because i've had sleepless 

nights  of  trying to clear my name as an animal abuser !

why must i take on the world and you too 

can't you just once ask God to send you 

my proof i am who i am that will never change 

because it's the Irish part of me 

that values the saying it's better to be hated for who you are 

then Loved for who you're not ! 

this isn't pity i promise you that , it's just me saying 

this is why my heart was turned to Stone over 20 years ago 

and sometimes those shackles and walls keep me 

Safe  from the submission of wondering 

whose brave enough to hold my hand and say 

you be you girl  and blow dust in the wind to all those 

that think days of Camelot and paying it forward are Dead !  

written february 29, 2012  wondering why people can't understand what it must of been like to be in God's shoes
trying to be there as a friend or have Faith in

Ryan Reynolds or a Man like you , I'd Just Love you

As I'm  sitting here with pen in hand asking myself

What's wrong with Love and Why Can't I Learn to give in ?

i'm tired of my past i want a fresh start

would you be willing to teach me things if i promised you

I could love you for you  without strings attached !

when times are tough and your going through

hell you'd see  i'd be 1 of the friends

showing you my love is Real

it can't be bought or drift away even when your gone

for years on end  if you give me a chance

i'd show you  my word is my bond and when others

have forsaken you , i'd still cheer you on

even when you grow  leary of me

my words to God's ear would be please protect him

always and know he's the diamond in the rough

so many miss because they see the outside of  a man

instead of the passion that flows within !

as lord you know me  , i'm little rough around the edges

sometimes  yet that's because i still believe

in the things that are Black and White 

that the truest  of friends come and stay in your life

when they find comfort in knowing you'd never

lie  to them even if it meant  you had to say Good bye

because you always believed it's better to be Hated  for

who you are , then loved for who you're  not

yet what brings you to your knee's most

is wondering  how long can

an eternal Flame last if there is No trust ?

written by Kim Celeda feb.25 ,2012 for the chance of hoping

for a guy who loves animals , yet believes  also in

the truth  setting you free in today's world as well as the past

your Music & eyes just leave me Speechless

I don't think in a million years  you'd ever realize just how many

people whose Lives you've touched with songs like

try , beautiful everytime , picture of me or even Still

as the Compassion in your voice at times can truly

put a  person at ease that might need God's House for

Salvation yet they find it in the songs you sing

as they sit on an ocean's shore line thanking God

for another day of his beautiful gifts of creation !

in the few times i've seen you on Gac  all that goes through my mind is God what i wouldn't give to be blessed with the honor

of meeting you someday and saying thanks for

coming across the Big Screen like somebody

you've known forever that truly believes

life itself is Always amazing and filled with 

beautiful people when you least expect it

and just wanted a Smile or hug to say

Have faith  tommorow's truly worth it !

when you can laugh with your friends at low moments

in your life and look back as you say

yup i'll always be 1 of the Girls people say

She Ain't right   but  as that's the Irish side in me

that at times says  i'm old fashion at heart

with standards like 

i'm a straight shooter all cards on the table person

yet once you get to know me you'll see

i believe in  somethings that others may have thought

drifted off like Dust in the Wind .

these past few days  my family like others , have seen there

Ups and Downs yet you truly touch the Deepest part of

my soul  when i hear you sing not only the songs i mentioned

yet the ones not many know like

Crazy girl or you'll always be beautiful to me

God how i pray nightly  i find a man of my own that

see's in me things  god's blessed you with as a gift to

write about that  brings peace to those in need !

thank you Mr Brice for giving me hope that Chivalry isn't dead and

some men truly do see with there hearts more then their eyes

these days !

written by kim celeda feb 21, 2012

#LeeBrice #Try #LivingInAMoment 

Ok you Got me I'm Not

Ok you Got me I'm Not the Bitch , I've somewhat changed

I'm far from perfect as as only God's angels

have beautiful Wings !

I'm the straight shooter all cards on the table person who

All this week , has just wanted a Fuckin punching bag to

Set the Raging beast inside  me Free on a piece

of land that i can scream at the top of my lungs

What more do you Want from me ?

IF i give it to you straight I'm considered by all

a stuck up Bitch , If i say i'm ok

when you ask how i am , it's not good enough

I'm holding back like a double edge sword split in half !

Friends tell friends when they need help ,

reach out & have faith in knowing

God & I are with you come hell or high water

no matter what

Yet what do you say to a family member who's gonna

end up dead soon , because they want out

and feel the world's had enough !

In my heart of hearts i wanna tell them

forget those that give him shit

Concentrate on the young

who think you're the Moon

and the stars by just the love you've embraced

them with !

Will it ever be enough ,will things go back to

Black and White so your

Not blinded by color and see before you

The true picture that  yes  times

get hard , and people are human so they can

make mistakes

Yet it's only the strong that survive and move forward

to teach those they love or strangers they meet

to pay it forward

And know that as long as you have faith

No mountain will ever be Known as

The Rock you Couldn't break !

written by Kim Celeda for my family & others that need to know

we all make mistakes yet it takes Courage to

Face the World & say you'll never beat me .

I Just Miss You Like Crazy

I miss you like crazy when the mail doesn't come 

I miss the things we talk about that 

may at times seem trite or small !

we're two souls that some how god brought
together when most don't believe
in Signs of life or a gift from above .

we even share great books or movies that some
just don't get the meaning of
I wouldn't trade you for  King Authur's men
in Camelot because to me

your a Diamond in the Rough who may at times
hide yourself away from those people
you love and protect most

yet what you gotta know deep down in your
soul somewhere friend  an angel whispers
to you just once , let  it be

and show your truest Friends you trust them enough
to let them be there for you
as well in return when you get to a point
of thinking the World's had enough

trust in your gut and call on him above then call
upon me as i give you my word and my word
shall Forever be my bond
I will never forsake you  as

friends don't let friends down when thunder's crashing All around  
from above , rain might hide the tears yet
heaven's light shines through those

who can get you to laugh when it seems the Rest of the World
is sayin Fuck off !

written 2- 11- 2012  for Ghost Rider  little things no matter how small are never wasted my friend , God knows i miss your laughter
even tho we never met

5 Simple words that Catch my breathe & leave me Speechless

          You are Home to me , 5 simple words that

catch my breathe and leave me speechless

as it's the Greatest thing  anyone can say to let you know

not a Day goes by that you're not with them !

Even when you're struggling to get work done and

the house is a mess , just those words alone

can seem like  Love's most priceless gift

was given to you on a day when you

least expected it yet refused to show  the World

you truly needed that or a Huge hug 

as hugs speak Volumes when words Aren't needed !

it's a sentence that can take you places you never

dreamed possible  yet there before you

stands the person's  eyes who says  it all

not just on anniversary's or Valentine's Day

yet always  because you're what brings out

the best in all things  great and small

you're heavens  gift of love

on cold winter days as well as summer love !

so always remember and never forget

You are Home to me 

is simply the Best complement someone can give you

to show you're loved not just today yet always !

written  by Kim Celeda feb. 8, 2012 for the people who

love Valentine's Day yet would give the world  to be told

you're what Home is to me  because you're my "Twin's Soul   "

Can you Feel me in spirit tonight ?

I long for the nights when it's cool and breezy outside

so i can sit on a porch swing  and ask you

how your doing tonight ?

you know the old saying time marches on

so Live in the Moments that most take

for granted and just don't realize  , How good

they've Got it til it's gone

Like  dust in the wind i close my eyes

I see your smiling face and wonder

what your up to tonight ?

I guess you could say i'm a Romantic at heart

yet I also like trying to

be the shoulder at times no one else can find

even if its just to sit in silence and think

i'm here for ya come rain or shine .

the craziest part to this little riddle is

the people i'm missing the most

are in God's heaven shining down on

those they miss and love as well  tonight  !

yet off in the distance across some sky's

burns the eternal Flame of fire

with angels embracing soldier's tonight,  who they

themselves will never get to hold in their arms wide open

 saying for you I sacrifice all of me 

body , heart , soul because you 

where the first one to show me what

love without strings consisted  of

as I head into the house with night  upon us now

I ask God to send you a sign for me

sayin my life is complete because

he gave me you in it at a  moment in time

I thought no one was listening .

Still I wish I could return the favor , just so you know
the time we did have together was
never in my eyes wasted !  

written february 2, 2012  just for the sake of friendships
knowing your word is your Bond  and that won't

ever be Forsaken  .