Camelot

What is it about you i  wonder ? , that makes me long

for the days when Chivalry was still honored .

times  have truly changed my friend .

As No body hardly looks out for people in a

way of paying it forward without expecting money in return .

In some ways  i'm glad , you can't witness what goes on today

as i couldn't bare to see You or The

Knights Of The Round Table be shown such

dishonor .

Because all the brave men & women who've

taken your place  today come home

with not even a welcome back its

truly an honor to meet you and thank you

for what you did along with God

to keep my family and me safe !

I had to let you know as my truest Vow to thee

I will never forgot the Code of

helping those that need it when you can

because its always been true , along the years

being there for someone No matter what

speaks  volumes for those that thought

nobody heard them  or even listened

to the words that sometimes  only

the eyes  could catch the true meaning of !

written 6/16/2012 by Celeda's Rein  as away of thanking  the troops past & present , plus the men i've met from europe that  truly take the time

to listen to women  and not shut us out .  

You Cant save me was the last words i heard

When Something deep inside of me , clicked and I

became  his * Fighter* 

Telling him you have sooo much to live for and

are blessed  to  have  family and friends who think the

the world of you Focus on that !

And Stop with the Bull Shit of  No body wants or needs me .

because i'm telling you straight out , do you know

how many people wish they had kids or family

and have none ?

And  never say never because when there's a will

there's a way i promise you that !

So Help me God , if you want me as a friend

start thinking positive or cut  me loose and

i'll move on .

yet the negative  shits  gotta stop here and  now

as i'm not sayin life is easy  , i'm just sayin

there's people in this world worst off then

you or me ,yet they keep the faith

Because tommorow is promised to no one .

So you gotta learn to live in the moments

As god doesn't make mistakes ,

He only gives us lessons in life to teach us

How to move forward , when we feel like

the world's crashing down on us !

I swear as a friend if i was close enough , i'd smack you

in the back of the head and say Snap out of it !

as god and i have faith in you .

You'll meet enough people in your life , as time

marches on .

that you really hoped would always be there for you

in your darkest moments .

yet the only time they see you is when you've

got money to spend or are happy

24 hours a day which is truly insane !

As we all have our moments of sadness.

Yet you learn from the Best of the Best like

God, Our Troops , or even those

you looked up to as a kid .

How to change a bad moment to good ,

Which believe it or not someone's

Smile or Laughter could

move mountains and bring you

out of a rough spot !

I'll never say the 3 words to you like most people say

when they don't mean it , as i trust few people with them.

Yet i can promise you this , come hell or high water

As many times as you wanna  give up on life !

I'll be whispering to God's angel of mercy ,

Above let him see the light ,

Even if he decides I'm the Biggest pain in the ass

that he's had his fill of .

Written 6/13/2012 by Celeda's Rein for 2 guys i've met

Who are mysterious to me &  challenge me daily

with why it's important to talk about things

and not keep them bottled up !

How Satan or Fate sometimes can temp thee

You ever  had a moment in your life that

stood sooo Still ?

The passion burned within you just do it !

Yet you were struggling with the angel on your shoulder

sayin Nooooo you'd just be another notch in

his belt of millions.

Besides he'd just laugh and tell his mom ,

she does everyone . As that's the day i'll never forget .

I had  the biggest crush on you when we were

growing up .

For years you never once thought i was good enough !

As i stood behind you watching you fix your

mom's screen door , holding the hammer for you .

My body ached just watching the sweat pour

down your shoulders in that grey

tank muscle shirt!

Wanting sooo badly to reach out and touch you,

Asking you to kiss me like there's NO tommorrow !

Which i never did as the fear took over

looking that way at you .

Yet again came strike two , when you announced in front

of your family and myself , that i did something

with one of your friends to this day

god is my only witness i've never done .

Do you know or even care what that felt like ?

having your family that loved me

think i was a street walker for life .

They say as we get older and time marches on ,

everybody wishes they had

at least 1 person to love , you had millions.

I will forever go to my grave wondering

why i  never once crossed your mind .

To be good enough to just kiss

once in the heated moment of

a chance in a lifetime my body ever cried out for Love !

written 6/13/2012 by Celeda's Rein  for JS the guy i've known for over 30 years that still has a way to make me blush .

Medley

Play a medley for me that forever lingers in the air ,

for all the world to hear .

That only you and i  know that everytime i hear the

sounds of it i'm carried home !

I hate us not trying to make things work , because i know

in the depths of my soul the great spirit brought us together

to teach the world , opposites attract and nothing's ever

lost as long as you

Never give up on the people you once cared for .

That not a day goes  by , Your not on my mind

wishing you all life's best through thoughts and prayers

Even when you come to the conclusion

some people are outta reach .

As they seem to be in a league all their own ,

that you just  can't  be in at times because

crowds  make you nervous !

So  you chose to watch from a distance

saying prayers above to God .

Because through him All things are possible , show me the light

Let me know he still cares when i'm not there .

And  how love can build mountains with faith and trust

just by The Vow  of saying ,

I'll never give up on you even if it means

setting you free .

Because when you truly love something or someone

that's what you do !

You give them their freedom & hope that

your love was once good enough ,

to be kisses on rainy days and and huge bear hugs

in the bitter snow to always keep them

warm as time marches on !

Written 6/3/2012 by Celeda's Rein as a way to say

medley's  are like a northern star that leads you home

and praying someone still leaves a light on

saying what took you so long  ?