You Did That

 You did that 

l love us , 3 words that you've thought were impossible outta fear a mark leaves on your soul !! 

You did that , simply by just being there when the world started to feel bitter and cold . 

You showed the easiest way to say I love you without knowing it .

Just by the simple statement of , 

I love Us breathes life into so many whom felt alone and frustrated beyond limits .  

For loving US,  sets wings free to fly where need be knowing they'll be back in another form or sign to say I never truly left cause your smile lingers within me !!  knowing it's the Kaleidoscope of vibrant colors that endures all forms of chaos and blends those crazy nights into goals the mountains seemed to hard to reach . 

Yet hearing I love us , means somewhere out there in the abyss is your very own team cheering you on saying 

You got this , don't let go of the power within you that seeks the freedom to 

Breathe again by signs of those you can no longer hold in your arms yet are forever guardians of the Galaxy in the milky way of Northern Lights that shimmer across the sky as it breathes a life time of memories back in you saying 

What you did for me I'll never be able to payback yet I pinky swear to always pay it forward to others as 

I love US means there's no more fear of darkness just a flame that carries light to whomever needed it as their's was almost snubbed out by ashes of doubt . 

Written 2/25/2021 by Celeda Rein aka KC 

As a way to thank someone who let me see the term I Love Us is by far the easiest way to get pass words that once made you built walls around you as high as Camelot's  Castle just to feel safe . again 

 Bitten by Moonlight  { A hickie isn’t gross it’s the power of Kismet } 

I get it you know , I spooked you by letting my guard down . With the confession of saying 

I found you cute when I had no right to 

As you don’t know me from Adam and I guess in some small ways you never will ... ! 

As I’ll never be able to travel so I live my best lives through books and the souls God has graced me enough with meeting that chose to stay friends beyond this earth and the universe .  with a galaxy of stars you’re  lucky enough to witness above a river bank glistening  to  a full moon’s light . 

You can even hear wolves howling in the far off distance letting you know fate has a way that teaches us all passion might be sexy in the heat of a moment with chemistry thrown in . Yet it dies down quick when you’re  left feeling unworthy of the gift you’ve dreamt of 

Where things change from fact to fiction in the blink of an eye’s tunnel vision wound up tighter 

Then the kaleidoscope of a church  window you called home !! 

Written 10/13/2018 by Celeda Rein as a way to say Most see me as insane due to my outspokenness from being shackled to a wall for 27 years . Instead of just saying you’re  a rare breed that says what you feel with no bullshit or game of cast and tug 

Confessions Vs Blindsided From Truths 

Would you ever meet me In the middle ? Or am I a blazing star falling from heaven 

So I couldn’t tell you what I really felt it seems awkward to confess things now . 

I’m a women that hates the old school saying 

{ you can’t love NO one til you learn to love yourself } to me that’s total bullshit !! 

 As I’ve been in love a few times in my 56 years 

On this planet , yet I don’t use the words I love you cause to me seems a lot of people say them like water off a duck’s ass not knowing the truest of meaning behind them . 

To me love is come hell or high water not losing faith in the person that’s intrigued you enough that watching them grow before you is like a kaleidoscope of wonder for a blind man’s  first time seeing heaven again . 

 You’ll never understand what power lies in a soul that’s so humble it finds its sweetest rewards just seeing the light shine in the eyes of others who’ve embraced them through simple acts of kindness wether it be a hug or just a simple hello again . 

Yet I promise you this and ask that you don’t take it lightly ! if someday god graces me with meeting you and I say I love you don’t make me regret my choices as I’m fragile in most places yet a warrior when least expected . 

I’ve built walls around me for a reason , it isn’t to say I’m stone cold heartless , yet to prove when I love someone it’s above and beyond any and all words yet to be found in a  tribal galaxy of stars that out shine the darkest of hours !! 

Written by Celeda Rein 8/27/2018  as a way to say I wish I was as brave as a Knight of the Round table when it comes to confessions . 

Yet everytime I’ve hinted at liking someone 

I become the victim of just another window people glance through not wanting to know me even as friends . 

I’m a good student at learning things most wanna rush through merely because most see me as invisible or cause I’m use to lurking in shadows outta fear of being rejected over and over again . 

So you see I’m different then most , cause when you finally here the words I love you 

Coming from my lips you’ll understand 

I’ve fought so many demons in my past , 

I take nothing for granted yet remain a humble 

Servant of miracles come when least expected 

Not when we wanted them .