He Stands before tall as a mountain , with Arms open Wide

He stands before me tall as a mountain , he stands before me

with Arms open wide !

He ask me my child , why have ye hung thy head so low

when i've created thee with love ?

I kneel before thee with head hung low my lord . because

i'm shamed of the green horned monster at times

who seems to have lost it's way of knowing

not everyone has to love me , in order for myself

to pay it forward to those that may need it most !

you of all people my lord

know what it's like to lose the love of someone you hoped

would be around forever more !

I miss my shepard's   lord i know in my heart you are

our main shepard ,yet i miss the love of my dogs . 
the embrace of my uncle's arms or the way

he used to tease me ,when he knew i'd rather laugh

then carry this clogged nose & uneasy breathing

that fills my chest so hard. 
 it puts

a huge knot in my throat to where i can't even talk if i wanted to !

written by : Kim Celeda march 6th ,2012  in wondering would god not let my dogs visit heaven with me if i'm allowed to go and because i miss uncle albert's laughter & those Hugs