Raging Bull

Don't  say you Love me , when you truly Don't

give a dam !

you have NO idea  what i've been through as

you don't take the time to Listen .

You tell me , you love me and i'm

1 of your closest friends , if this is soooo true ! 

why the Fuck , have i had to ask you

twice to leave it alone and please

don't bring it up around me anymore !

you know what that say about the quiet ones ,

beware  as they're  like nothing you've

ever witnessed once you push them

into a corner .

What don't  you get,  about  it  hurts  to have someone

you truly loved once as a friend , turn their back on you

when all you did was keep a vow  to

someone whose been there for you

time and time again ! 

I know  i do my best to keep my word my bond

and never leave or walk away from friends

yet your pushing me  close to the edge .

because to me , if you really cared i wouldn't have

to ask you twice  , to try and FEEL

my pain and see where i'm

coming from  

   When i've been nothing but supportive to you

everytime you've posted you where hurt

or upset about something .

some people may think just because  i once said

i had a Heart of Stone that lasted  over 20 years !

 As time marches on it gets even more

brittle  , so i'm writing this as a way to say

if you must please  leave my life and go with my

blessings  of god forever embracing you ,

yet i've stopped  being a punching bag for people

and am now Moving on !

written by : Celeda's Rein 5-20-2012  as a way to

tell a friend on Facebook if she really LOVED me for me

why  not try and pay attention or Listen to my plea ?