I wanna be his , my mind & body sometimes  seem to say 
yet how can i be his , If  he doesn't notice me ?
As  i think of him often i wonder ,
Is he the kinda kisser to leave me breatheless ? 
Does he find hickies disgusting  or are they 
incredible moments to live over in his head .
Whenever he's around me i get tongue tied 
and nervous .
feeling like a clown because i end up 
with laughter bubbling out 
When my insides are screaming  are you 
starting to feel what i do ?
Or am I really just alone on the freakish spellbound ride ?
Then if you do , how bad will things get when 
i tell you . 
I have a green monster in me that rears its head sometimes 
when others want what i've seeked .
That always battles the angel side of me , as I promised 
Long ago if a man chose me over all the women in the world 
I'd feel blessed and thank god above daily .
For letting me see a dream is a wish your heart makes 
Really does come true as long as never give up 
On what you once thought was to good to be true ! 
8/30/2012 written by : Celeda's Rein  as just a way of 
wanting to feel  loved in ways i thought were 
outta reach .

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