Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Is Valor even a word of Compassion anymore

  You See me like No other , i long for the days when i can step back in time and words like Compassion , Honor , Trust
were words people could counted  on
without shedding blood  !

people say i'm crazy for trying to stick to my guns by
 being a straight shooter when asked ?'s
that some just don't wanna bother to take on

what's the big deal as long as the truth sets you free
why lie when it's easier just to be me 
you tell me , you think i'm playing head games 
all because  i forgot when  i wrote something days ago 
 because i've had sleepless 
nights  of  trying to clear my name as an animal abuser !

why must i take on the world and you too 
can't you just once ask God to send you 
my proof i am who i am that will never change 
because it's the Irish part of me 
that values the saying it's better to be hated for who you are 
then Loved for who your not ! 

this isn't pity i promise you that , it's just me saying 
this is why my heart was turned to Stone over 20 years ago 
and sometimes those shackles and walls keep me 
Safe  from the submission of wondering 
whose brave enough to hold my hand and say 

you be you girl  and blow dust in the wind to all those 
that think days of Camelot and paying it forward are Dead !  

written february 29, 2012  wondering why people can't understand what it must of been like to be in God's shoes
trying to be there as a friend or have Faith in

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