Drifting away where will you go ?

As you sit with pad & pen in hand I know your struggling , as I feel your pain my distant friend . Your eyes how they use to light up for me with each note I wrote , now seem to be a burning flame Not sure anymore which way the wind blows to keep your spirit of sparks from fading out , Like that of love that's been cast aside for not knowing how to give true love in return ! Where shall you go , what should we do , how can we convince you , the attempts at poetry you Write may not be as well known as you dreamed but for us few who love you , It's enough to say to the world you maybe 1 person yet to us your the person Whose heart is as big as the universe because you cared enough to try and Spread the love and hugs to those you couldn't be with , yet loved then Just the same if not more through spirit . As you take time away for a while to try & collect yourself , try and remember what a sweet Friend in heaven named Annie told you , when your feeling like a volcano and wanting To explode remember to lay the pencil across your lips as you think , you see this ? We aren't going there anymore . Always remember in your gut when you need a sign from heaven god sends it through Many things when he knows you've lost your way & need his touch ! Written by : Celeda's Rein 5-23-2012 as a way to tell the few that support me god I love you more then words could ever say or just , yet I'm gonna drift away for a while as my writings have been to cruel lately and that was Never my intention , if anything I wanted to spread love & give hope to those that felt they Needed that HUG if only through spirit !