Talking scared , losing blues , love's 2 complicated with so many rules !

Talk to me that little box always seems to say when it pings 

Yet how do you really talk to someone who intimidates you more then 

Your willing to let on because your worried about mistakes ! 

There you sit in your little cubby hole trying to encourage others to 

Never give up and always believe , at the same time your worried 

If they knew the real you  would things change or remain the same ? 

God I wanna confess all the things I may of done wrong , yet people 

I know don't have time to hear my song of songs ! 

They say never judge a book by its cover , yet what if in some small ways 

The book yearned to be read so it's compassion flowed freely ! 

I wanna break free of these chains & not be looked upon 

Like some sorta freak , yet they say justice is blind 

When money talks and bullshit walks , whose gonna be the 

Guilding light then that once got ships at sea home safe. 

Why can't same sex marriages live in the land of the free 

If love is said to be the greatest gift of all ,  can I hug you 

Without you thinking I wanna jump your bones ? 

In case I over stepped my bounds  and you find this all to dramatic 

The simple truth of the matter is  I wanna know what happen to 

Loving someone the old fashion way like soft slow kisses that ignited 

A soul to where it was so happy it didn't have to 

Live in moments of tommorow 

For it was left speechless and could only look to the heavens 

As time  marched on let her know she was worth it not because she 

Found herself at times intimidated and worthless , yet because 

She found love truly was being there for others & teaching them 

To spread their wings and never lose hope 

Of the promise to one day walk hand in hand with someone that could 

Love like there's No Tommorrow 

Written 8/31/2012 by Celeda's Rein  

The Promise

  There's  so much to say to you in so little time , as your always busy 

Running here & there without catching your breathe & seeing 

Just how many people's  lives you've touched with out so much 

Of a whats in it for me or strings attached ! 

Some people  even say you hurt those you love , more then help 

I say No body teaches us daily about compassion & struggles through life 

The way  you have .    

I'm greatful for those times you sat and listened quietly  without 

Judging me 

Written 6/18/ 2012  by : Celeda's  Rein 

Bloody Hell's Desired Now should I Run ?

I wanna be his , my mind & body sometimes  seem to say

yet how can i be his , If  he doesn't notice me ?

As  i think of him often i wonder ,

 

Is he the kinda kisser to leave me breatheless ?

Does he find hickies disgusting  or are they

incredible moments to live over in his head .

Whenever he's around me i get tongue tied

and nervous .

 

feeling like a clown because i end up

with laughter bubbling out

When my insides are screaming  are you

starting to feel what i do ?

 

Or am I really just alone on the freakish spellbound ride ?

Then if you do , how bad will things get when

i tell you .

I have a green monster in me that rears its head sometimes

when others want what i've seeked .

That always battles the angel side of me , as I promised

 

Long ago if a man chose me over all the women in the world

I'd feel blessed and thank god above daily .

For letting me see a dream is a wish your heart makes

Really does come true as long as never give up

 

On what you once thought was to good to be true !

 

8/30/2012 written by : Celeda's Rein  as just a way of

wanting to feel  loved in ways i thought were

outta reach .

Happenstance

Kiss me in the rain was all she seem to think , wrapped up

in his arm for what seemed like a dream at first .

Soon to be reality as flashes of lightening all around

only increased her fear of wondering ?

Was this really happening ? Had her dream of all

dreams finally come true .

She never forgot about him in all the years they'd known

each other as kids .

Growing up after all his sister at one point in time

was her best friend .

1 arm wrapped around her waist , kissing her

with passion so hot , her body felt charged by

the chemistry that whenever he was around her

even just the look in his eyes set her soul on fire !

As her body always felt the need like

a forest looking for rain to put out the wild fires

that were brought on by drought that only

needed a miracle to make things

Fresh , alive and new again .

This would be the moment of all moments , she'd pray to

never forget !

written 8/16/2012  by Celeda's Rein  as a way to tell every one

never give up on a Dream is a wish your heart makes