Souls Bleed

Movin on or Setting Free either way

souls  bleed .

I gave you what little i had left of me , you took it all

with a wicked grin that basically said

I'm the joker babe , you can't beat or trust me .

As my hearts as black as a lump of coal in the

dead of snow .

I'll eat you alive and dance on what's left of

that thing you call Miracles.

How could you think I even cared for you ,

you were just a pawn i used  in my game ,

of chess that the whole room knew except you

about my little secret !

That you were just  a puppet on a string looking like the idiot

who everybody  teased behind closed doors , sayin

Man she really digs you ,  yet you need to

watch your back and kick her to the curb !

Yet you wouldn't do that as your the typical guy

who loves the challenge of a game ,

that most would call go fish .

Yet men like you  give it a twist and call it 

Cast  & Tug the beast of burden !

Well baby I got news for you , this beast of burden

has a strong will , when pushed in a corner .

you ain't seen nothing yet , as what comes around

goes around my auntie taught me that and

only the strong survive !

So the next time you think about Fucking with me ,

just remember not everybody likes to be teased ,

so wickedly that they once would of died for you .

instead they just walk away  with  self respect and say aloud

their  favorite  quote  :  Fuck you & the horse you

rode in on ! 

written by : Celeda's Rein 5/31/2012  just for reasons

trying  to learn how to role play and Story tell

lol which i suck at .

Gail's Sunset Kiss from heaven Above !

Ah my dear sweet  friend  , you i've known  for years

God  truly blessed  me with .  

We laughed and cried  together  at things

No one else could understand !

we loved  music that made  nights   pass  by  without end .

As  seger  sang Night Moves  or Turn The Page

I loved how your face lit up  , whenever you heard

his  name  ,  even tho we both know

you  loved me more then  any of those things .

As i smile  down from heaven  on you and family  tonight ,

I want you to  know  not a day will go by

that my spirit  won't  be with you 

Hugging you Tight  sayin

your the reason why ,  miracles  happen when least expected

as you've shown me through your

love and compassion ,

that the truest of  friends  never lose  their way

of letting others know  it may have been

years since i last saw you ,

yet you've and you will

See  me again my friend  as Spirits  above with me

have promised  , i'll  send you Warm  hugs  on cold days

and kisses  from heaven on those

you feel  lost and alone on ,  As i'll always

be  in your corner NO Matter what

cheering you on , i'll even bring

my own mega phone just

so you can hear me loud & clear ,

telling the world  how much  you mean to me

no matter where i am ! 

I love you Gail  from the moon & beyond 

always will on that you can bank on .

written 5/30/2012  by Celeda's Rein  for  Gail from Joe  

Simply You

Not a day or night goes by that your not here .

i miss the way  you taught me things , and gave me

strength  when I thought no one cared !

You  encouraged  me so much to believe in the

things i wanted most that seemed outta reach .

you were the 1 saying  I wish , I wrote

or was as good at words as you are .

Yet only God  knows  who  he wants to get

certain jobs  done , so if  it's caring for animals

or helping someone down on their luck

by making them a sandwich or just

a simple Hug that speaks Volumes

when words can't  , Angels  sing above 

for all the things you've Taught  others

by paying it forward  when least expected ! 

I don't  know  if i'll ever see you again

my dearest of friends  , yet i hope you know

in your heart of hearts  , You were truly

the Diamond in the Rough

who Touched my soul more then anyone else

and for that words could never tell you

how much i miss you  , yet Forever call you

Home For me ! 

written by Celeda's Rein  5-27-2012  , picture  borrowed from

Todd Henry. and attempt at poem for the best teacher in life

i ever had she Knows who she is as she shines down from

heaven on my darkest days as well as the good ones ! 

Temptations Delight

He walked across the room as he passed me with a nod accompanied by
A wicked grin , my skin came alive with goose bumps as I couldn't
Take my eyes off him .
In the blink of an eye he disappeared from view , I caught myself
Thinking Dam what a night this had been , first time I'd ever seen
Anything look that good in years that had my body crave what
He might of offered !
Picking up my dinner from the local outback
As the steak's flavor lingered in my mouth
I pictured me taking him down for a long hard ride !
First I walked up and whispered in his ear , you know god always told me I'd have
Challenges yet he never said they'd be as mouth watering as you !
As I heard him laugh at my little quote , my hand slowly slid up his chest and I leaned in and said mind if I taste you ? He leaned down and his breathe smelled of cinnamon when he
Got close enough for only me to hear .
     if I take you on , you'll forget those you once knew !
In that instant our lips connected and my breast tightened as I found myself sigh when he wrapped an arm around me and pushed me up against the wall I could feel the heat between us come alive ! I found myself transformed in the blink of an eye , like someone had taken over my body & I watched from the sidelines . Kissing him deep & long my right hand
Slowly moved down his chest undoing the buttons 1 x1 til my hand felt the warm heat from
His body underneath my fingers shock me , as if to say I'm a sinful temptation
Of half man / half beast when I get hooked on something they're mine
To tease and please as I choose . Next thing I knew his lips were locked on my neck
Sucking slow & tugging deep my core was on fire pleading Oh! God can this be just a dream ? Because if that's all it is don't wake me , I need this soooo bad tonight !

Written by Celeda's Rein  5/26/2012   in tribute to the Friends who teach me , i may truly BE outta there  league yet they HELP to inspire me in someways by the advice they give and just taking a minute to Listen .  Cherish the  Good people in your Life as their a Rare Breed

Lessons & Greatfulness

Love is love  come hell or high water , the only way the strong survive  Is by telling  themselves today may seem crazy as hell  Yet God's still got my back when the going gets rough .  You can't force someone to trust & respect you , you gotta earn it  Yet when you get to  a  across road in life were somebody wants To Leave the friendship , let them go  and just keep them  Close in thoughts and prayers for the few times you  Shared laughs that no one else could figure out  What made you to laugh your ass off so hard tears streamed  Down your face & your side ache was the fact no one knew  The heart of gold had a gutter zone to ! That very few people  Will acknowledge much less live in moments  That leave ya speechless as the smile lingers on your face !   Written 5-25-2012 by : Celeda's Rein as a way to say I'm truly greatful to those that brings lessons to me 

Drifting away where will you go ?

As you sit with pad & pen in hand I know your struggling , as I feel your pain my distant friend . Your eyes how they use to light up for me with each note I wrote , now seem to be a burning flame Not sure anymore which way the wind blows to keep your spirit of sparks from fading out , Like that of love that's been cast aside for not knowing how to give true love in return ! Where shall you go , what should we do , how can we convince you , the attempts at poetry you Write may not be as well known as you dreamed but for us few who love you , It's enough to say to the world you maybe 1 person yet to us your the person Whose heart is as big as the universe because you cared enough to try and Spread the love and hugs to those you couldn't be with , yet loved then Just the same if not more through spirit . As you take time away for a while to try & collect yourself , try and remember what a sweet Friend in heaven named Annie told you , when your feeling like a volcano and wanting To explode remember to lay the pencil across your lips as you think , you see this ? We aren't going there anymore . Always remember in your gut when you need a sign from heaven god sends it through Many things when he knows you've lost your way & need his touch ! Written by : Celeda's Rein 5-23-2012 as a way to tell the few that support me god I love you more then words could ever say or just , yet I'm gonna drift away for a while as my writings have been to cruel lately and that was Never my intention , if anything I wanted to spread love & give hope to those that felt they Needed that HUG if only through spirit !

Crow pie or stones

Sometimes it takes a person , outside the box to get you to really focus more on the big picture ! As not to long ago I had a great talk with a friend that told me most people Just wanna have fun and live in moments that take them away , from the hell they might be Going through at work or even worst home . When I told her , she was right and agreed With her, today I realized I was the " jackass in mode" person As I casted the first stone , yesterday with my raging bull poem ! Without even realizing it til today I've become the stalker of crazy things And because she did me a favor without even my getting a clue I've made A new vow to myself in tribute to her that I never wanna eat crow again With my word being my bond I've promised myself and others I'll learn To be a better friend and give all their space , as it's true when you Start to think about great quotes you were taught growing up If you love something set it free , if it comes back to you it's yours If it doesn't it never was ! The only way anybody can really see just how much Their loved is by giving people space to breathe and miss you enough When your gone , that they send you love through a song , a note , a call Or the best of them All when possible a great Big Bear Hug ! So as your on your way to work , a grocery store , or even a friends place Remember to live in the moments of teaching others to pay it forward . By being a good listener and lending a helping hand to someone Even if it's just to sit with them in silence because when life Seems to feel like its crashing in on you , sometimes just being a shoulder To lean on when trying to hold back tears speaks Volumes to those that Can't express it in words ! Written 5-21-2012 by celeda's Rein to a great girl that hit the target square in the ass Like she needed too

Raging Bull

Don't  say you Love me , when you truly Don't

give a dam !

you have NO idea  what i've been through as

you don't take the time to Listen .

You tell me , you love me and i'm

1 of your closest friends , if this is soooo true ! 

why the Fuck , have i had to ask you

twice to leave it alone and please

don't bring it up around me anymore !

you know what that say about the quiet ones ,

beware  as they're  like nothing you've

never witnessed once you push them

into a corner .

What don't  you get,  about  it  hurts  to have someone

you truly loved once as a friend , turn their back on you

when all you did was keep a vow  to

someone whose been there for you

time and time again ! 

I know  i do my best to keep my word my bond

and never leave or walk away from friends

yet your pushing me  close to the edge .

because to me , if you really cared i wouldn't have

to ask you twice  , to try and FEEL

my pain and see where i'm

coming from  

   When i've been nothing but supportive to you

everytime you've posted you where hurt

or upset about something .

some people may think just because  i once said

i had a Heart of Stone that lasted  over 20 years !

 As time marches on it gets even more

brittle  , so i'm writing this as a way to say

if you must please  leave my life and go with my

blessings  of god forever embracing you ,

yet i've stopped  being a punching bag for people

and am now Moving on !

written by : Celeda's Rein 5-20-2012  as a way to

tell a friend on Facebook if she really LOVED me for me

why  not try and pay attention or Listen to my plea ? 

Snake Dancin Man

As I lay here looking at the Northern Lights dancing  across

the sky to their own impression of a heartbeat .

My mind lingers to watching you dance in the rain ,

Oh! how you moved me , my body sang to

the rythm like the way , Music soothes the

savage beast !

I remembered the way you slowly kissed me .

As my body trembled at first , Then became

engulfed with flames of passion ,

to good for me to contain as our embrace got

Stronger with each drop of rain !

I grabbed your coat and pulled you close to me ,

With a whisper of saying

Make it last forever , because no one knows

where or when tommorow really takes us these days ,

With that I kissed you back deeply , As

my hand ran up your chest I could feel

your heart pounding wildly

Yearning to be set free from the stressful

week the new project at your job , has been putting you through .

As your tongue found its way through my lips , Our

fingers entwined as you laid across my chest ,

All i could think was I don't want this night  to end !

Even if its just for the moments , as your

half way around the world .

And i'm just a country girl , living in the swamps

of a indian nation I call Home !

written by Celeda's Rein May 19 , 2012  for  the Men who

make Life worth living by the Dance moves that

give me goose bumps and the flirty ways they show

they've not only got spirit ,yet are down to earth and

fun to be around .

Hugs

Are just as priceless today , As they were when you

were a child .

And just needed a way to tell your mom or dad ,

God truly blessed you , because you had a

glimpse of heaven in the arms of Love !

It didn't  come with strings attached  it's  just

a way to say , I have faith in you

all things are possible . Because ,

God never makes mistakes your his priceless

gift to me that words  or diamonds and gold

can't even come close to touching .

You bring  the deepest depths of  my soul

alive , Because when i'm hugging you

my whole worlds  beyond  and an enterity

of time in a bottle i never wanna lose sight of !

So if i forget to tell you 1 day what you

truly mean to me ,  just look my way

as my arms are spread while open

for you and that will never change

No matter what .

written by Celeda's Rein  5-17-2012  as a way to say

2 things Happy Anniversary Uncle Albert & Sandy in heaven , and to the world  always remember and NEVER forget

No act of kindness is ever wasted !

oooh how you Tease & Torture me

I lay  on the river banks at night looking  up at you

 i  wanna howl ,  where is my lover  tonight

so many people have lovers they don't even treat right !

and all i ask is  to  love me for me with No strings attached

because the worlds had enough trouble in it

just once  i wanna feel  somebody's  arms 

embrace me  and tell me i  am

more then good enough !

 lips  on lips  with a passion that some people 

have waited their whole lifes for

chemistry has a way of making friendships  so much more

when you take a chance on trusting your  gut

instead of your heart as hearts  can be broken

yet guts survive  the punch .

give me a sign angel above show me that there's

love in my future like the ones

a dream is a wish your heart makes can almost

seal it in blood  , like the juicy fruit bite

from the bat with wings that only

comes out when you sing !

because he knows how good  it feels  to be able to

glide along in your moonlight

that seals the fate with a breezy kiss  misty rains 

dew drops  .

written 5-13-2012  as a way of saying i wanna know what

love is when the time is right for both Souls to enter twine .

Stranded and Alone with thoughts of You

As  I sit here under this big beautiful tree thinking of you

i can't believe its going on 3 years just to be near you

as my mind plays tricks on me now and then

with no phone or electric  sometimes  you

just have to adapt to what god's  created

and left you speechless with this kinda view !

there's days of fishing for food where i can still

here you laughing in my head at the way i

squirm when i have to put a worm on a hook i made using

a small piece of metal from the back pack with

what little i had on the plane i survived the

crash with !

some nights when the weathers rough and it rains like crazy

with winds blowing strong that you

knew i hated lightening , i'd picture you

holding me and softly singing only the songs

you and i know that were like

music that soothe the savage beast from raging !

if  its god's will for me to stay here forever and not be found

all i pray  sam is that he embraces you and deen

with    unconditional love  that leaves you knowing

as you lay out on the lake at night i'm wishing

on stars that you find the love that you've shown me

when times seemed tough !

written 5-12-2012  for Sam with Love



Enticing and Speechless

Everytime I think of you , a smile comes across

my face as images of you leave me ,

speechless with a hint of Craving

what it must be like just to

want you !

For me you see,  it takes alot of trust , as its never been easy

for me to trust a human

God's creatures have always been my best friends .

as i have things that only a few have been trusted with ,

because only  god's creatures  really know me

for me ,  and there's something about the

Chemistry your given off that i could sit with you

for hours  below stars and thank heaven above !

because  to me there's Nothing  in this world sexier

than a man who shows  love to those with no voice

yet are true teachers of Life  when it comes to

 Compassion and Love 

How i'd love to meet you beneath a full moons  light

some day  and live in a moment that

takes my breathe away to where all

i coud think  for enterity  was god 

i loved the  man that showed me

to believe in thee impossible  and

i promise not only to set you free

yet i make this vow  to forever join you

in the paying it forward to teaching the world

all Creatures big and small deserve to be respected 

so they can  bring the world together   on

a mission of  there's Hope for all !

writtten 5-11-2012  by : Kim Celeda  for someone

who makes living in a moment  enticing

Sheriff's are Addicting

What I see when i look at you , in that come hither glance

A bad temptation of what good girls 

dream of when the moon is in bloom !

Your Wicked laugh , your blue green eyes are just a few  of the temptations  

that leave a stomach churning butterflies !

Your smooth like butter on warm  bread from the oven ,

you make a mouth water , like a thirst that can't

be broken .

All i'd need is just 1 night to see if I could

change you or we could comprise as

Wolves are loving too !

So Sheriff of Bon Temps , what would it be

can we meet in the middle at Fangtasia's

or is it the same

ole thing ? , i watch you from the shadows as

night fall becomes my destiny ! 

written  by Kim Celeda 5-10-2012  for  a friend who plays this role

so well . 

Burt Reynolds , What you Still do to me

I see your smile from across the room , my pulse

starts to race just to be near you !

You've got this remarkable laugh that drives me insane

although it's been 20 years it seems like only yesterday

when i heard that famous line on the big screen ,

"You are the Damnest woman i ever met ! "

As you can tell from this little bit ,

I was only 7 years old when the Love of my life hit ,

You've kept a distance from the big screen , and some

may have forgotten you ,

But as far as I'm concerned I haven't met a person yet

Who comes close to making me laugh , cry , or feel

What you Still do to me !! written 2-11-1997 by Kim Celeda

for Burt Reynolds as a birthday tribute

loving you is Easy

Because you keep me safe , your always on my mind

and just the thought of you brings warmth to my face

and stars to my eyes , where images of you

forever linger in the night .

as i can still taste your lips of chocolate fondue

mixed with sweet juices of a strawberry picked in

moonlight

as i lay here alone tonight  while your out keeping  the

world  safe from harm , i want you to know

God's forever got you covered in

Love and Light  because you mean so much

to  us all that we pray for you  nightly 

as well as send kisses like rain drops  when you

think we've forgotten how many times

you've rescued us all  , i hope you remember this

and never forget loving you was easy

because god doesn't make mistakes

he builds moments of love daily  for us to Live in !

written may 8th , 2012 by : Kim Celeda 

Infinity for those who can't speak

Today's the day the challenge is on to make

a difference in the world by , helping those

full of compassion whose voices can't be heard !

By most yet felt by all one look, one wag of a tail ,

one kiss on  your cheek was all you'd need

to know you were touched by Love

Through God's great gift of Love and Compassion

the world has ever seen . Believe it or not

in small ways Big things can happen and you

can make a change so please

won't you help out any way you can ?

make banners , signs , buttons , for clothes that say

Revolution for Life's Souls that need

they're Voices heard Stop the Cruelty ,

by closing puppy mills and Adopt from a shelter !

written : by Kim Celeda in sept of 2011  as a project to

help a friend with her mission to find animals

better homes to please go to

www.aplacetobark.com   because remember NO act of kindness , no matter how small

is ever wasted so donate or Adopt in any way you can

from old bedding to food to giving a new friend its home !

Cast & Tug

There's a song , that starts out look at us baby up

All night

That makes me wonder have i over stepped my boundaries or is

there the smallest chance , you might be fallin

for me too

We laugh at some of the Goofiest things til ,you

Do that wild cat call that makes me

want you  inside me now !

Then just when i might be ready to reach

my highest of peaks , you come off saying

Girl I gotta let you go , as you need your sleep !

Talk about being  teased

do you love me ? do you want to be a friend

then talk to me ,  talk to me

Don't shut me out or push me away again !

written  years ago yet still holds  true today
as i like flirting , yet if your gonna just
cast & tug me please baby
watch yourself as i might
just cook you up to Fry !

by  Celeda's Rein ,  as well I do not  own
the picture or part of the eagles song