I'll Miss you the most TinMan

   

What did you tell them ? Why did you  do this to me , did you think

I wouldn't find out ? Don't you know karma has away of back firing ! 

I left you in peace because you cut me so deep . 

I never in a million years expected you to turn on me . 

Yet have been told by others  you've done it to them as well , so 

I guess in some small way I'm in good company . 

Yet what I'll never understand  is IF you threw me under a bus in front of 

So many of the people we both knew what glory  did you get from it ? 

When I was always good to you up until the time you made our 

Private group think I was trying to invade your * space * 

When all I did was bring more rp's your way to get room 

More fans and noticed . 

I'm guessing deep down you don't even care as the Sam on TV 

Is so different then the one I played with because 

In my gut  I know he loves his Luna  even at the times he called her a 

Physco bitch  . 

That's why what they have  is known as * Wanted *  for  they had each others 

Backs come hell or high water nobody could break them apart 

Even when outsiders thought Luna wasn't good enough for Sam . 

Written 3/17/2013  months may of passed yet trueblood will never be the same for me 

Warriors cry of love

My heart skips to the beat of a different drum  when wolves cry outside

As the moon shines from above .  Wrapping you in my arms as 

You press your body into me  , I long for the taste of your endless need .

Your hands they grip my shoulders tight as the muscles in your 

Arms show me  what wrapped in heaven's like .  Oh! How 

I need the enternal  flame that burns so bright yet never fades . 

Because  the great spirit above  taught us long ago 

Not all magic  is fake  ,  true believers know what 

Chemistry  between strangers can do  , when the passion 

Is living IN a moment to good to be true . 

We won't let  time or ignorance get in our way  as we have 

Shown the world we're  here  to stay  . 

Just by the way your rythmn rides deep  inside me  , I crave  this moment 

From now pass  all the stars in our  galaxy . 

May you always know  where ever you roam the scared spirit  

Blessed us  the day  I roamed  the mountains looking to 

Cry out  for  love ! 

Written march 16 th  , 2013  by Celeda Rein 

Only the strong survive

Pieces of glass shattered on the floor , kneeling in front of them looking down 

It'd be so easy  to pick one piece up and place it across my wrist  

Yell at satan ok I surrender  you win,  you fucking piece of shit ! 

As his laughter fills my ears and he  slithers around me  like 

The spitting cobra who aims for a face . 

I say before you take my soul answer me this , they say god never let's you 

See those in heaven once you kill yourself . Why did you feel the need 

To dance on every chance , of  hope in romance That i ever came in contact with 

Even tho in my 50 years of life there had truly only been a possibly of 4 . 

As he walks around me with a smug look on his face , he whispers close 

To my ear his  hot breathe on my skin I needed something new and un used! 

Those people up there on earth they toss theirselves at anything without 

Thinking twice about the price they've paid to be famous amoung  friends . 

You he says , laughing his ass off at me as he pokes me in the chest with 

A long pointed finger nail that cuts me deep , you've enticed me for years 

Cause you've always been a fighter with a free spirit yet I knew sooner or later 

I'd find the weakest part of you if I kept at  you .  The way a dog will 

Bury a bone with no meat on it , yet give him a meaty one  he'll play 

With it for hours  on end . the same way a wild cat plays with a mouse before 

He devours it  with one swat !  

You'll never know what love is cause we don't preach that down here ,  what you 

Will learn over and over again is what it's like to feel your skin burn . 

As I've already started the wheels in motion by your sleepless nights 

And burning sensation in your leg that you can't control and think 

Aspirin is really gonna help ?  

Not this time Ms Cheeky Monkey {  oh yess I've heard you like being called that } 

However  welcome to hell angels of pure snow don't leave here . 

Written march 3 , 2013    As a way to say  sometimes things    Get  UN noticed quick 

Other times it just sucks being different 

Round One 

I was never good at sports or even  knowing what certain parts of games meant .

Yet I knew which teams or positions I liked best !

For example lately I've figured out after getting the chance to see 

3 baseball games back to back of Tampa Bay Rays against 

The Cardinals  , I looove the sound of a bat hitting a ball 

It entices me almost as much as hearing Zorro crack a bull whip!

I'm not big on popcorn yet I love cotton candy not only for its 

Sweetness yet for the colors swirled together that  draw me in 

With wonder & satisfaction .

The biggest sport I love to watch sometimes tho might surprise most 

Cause I 'm  amazed at the fearlessness  in both   That being the look

In the eyes of  boxers & bull riders it's like they know the road 

Ahead is gonna be bumpy yet they're not throwing in the towel 

Because it's in their blood  never surrender . 

When push comes to shove you'll see they don't back down 

They embrace the challenge and say what's the next on the list . 

There are some days tho I tell you true I wanna strip down 

All my walls and shout this is me flaws and all 

Take me as I am or watch me walk . 

Ah yes I know I don't show my face much in pictures , 

Yet that's because I still haven't found many people 

Left in the world I can trust to be myself with 

That are in total agreement with the verse from long ago 

In a far off place that scriptures read  

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder not the color of skin or 

What a body's shaped like ! 

Written march 1 , 2013 by : Celeda Rein  the heart is blind 

Because a soul out shines beauty 's mark any day , as the soul 

Is where boundless compassion & love get their strengths from