Friday, September 30, 2011

No Strings Be Free

No Strings Be Free

You ever wished upon a star , hoped for an undying love
with all your heart  ?
Wanted to sit on the beach and watch the  sunset or
catch a glimpse of the Biggest and Brightest Full Moon
and share it by holding hands with someone who
left you speechless ? me neither

Yet i dream of these things as the days grow long and the nights
short , before God i pray nightly to bless
all and give peace to earth .

Because the older I get , the more I think
some things just weren't meant to be
even when i've tried to explain it to the 2 men
that were in my life that made a difference believe it or not .
when you've been beaten to a pulp and never had someone
truly take the time to show you ,
what love is or can be !

you get to a cross road ,where you just gotta show them
Your love was Without Strings and the only way
you can prove that is by setting them free !

Because you were scared of love to , yet there's
a romantic beast in you who loves the simple things in life .
like notes with flowers or just a note  to show you were
thought of at a time when the world went cold .
God knows you truly love people for what's in a soul ,
not what they can buy with money or a pot of gold !

written by kim celeda sept. 29, 2011 for Jack & Ghost Rider , the 2 men at different points in my life who were simply the best even when i acted like a Fool !

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Agree to Disagree , Let it Be and Rise Above !

When I was a kid growing up , sure you had bullies
that took your lunch or beat you up !
then as you get older you see things more clearly
and wonder , what was i thinking it never solved much .

Today America truly needs to  Embrace ALL our soldiers aka troops
because we're all in this  together Fighting for the same thing
protecting our families and the Freedom
God's given us by teaching us to live in peace
just because we're each Different in our own way
doesn't mean we can't learn things from each other
and bring peace as well as compassion along the way !


If we can't do that amongst ourselves ,  if your afraid of
what you read about  people choosing to be gay

Gay's don't attack you or others, they just want a chance to

Live the same Dream of Defending their country , their family ,
and what America truly means!

So when will we ever learn to agree to disagree , let it be and rise above !
I'm not here to hurt you , if anything I support you & thank you
for looking out for strangers like me , as well as your family !

And when the day comes that you run into some jackass
with backward thoughts remember God loves us all !
He's the only true judge who comes to call
and I salute you along with him , for not only
your bravery when duty calls yet i also salute you
Because your making a difference that says
Can't we agree to disagree and join as a union
to protect those we love !!!

written by kim celeda sept . 27th , 2011 in support of the troops
whom maybe gay yet deserve respect just the same as us all !

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Talk to me please what Does it all Mean

you've been gone 6 years now and there have been days 
when i've missed Driving to your house just
to see you smile or laugh a while .

we've worked together longer then that , you taught me
so many things yet the greatest gift was your
love & encouragement for me to Dream
of being the "Writer  , I longed to be "

you were the one who loved reading all kinds of books
even some with languages of germany & Dutch
well ok the dutch book you got for me once .

I miss you sooo much that i've started reading books as a
tribute of my love for you , just to keep you close
now  i'm a little  worried & wondering what it all means

when the books i've read lately always present your
favorite baseball team the Red Soxs and have noticed
the last book & movie i saw had the your name in it anne
as well as the Team you loved most .

so as i sit here thinking  of you & a guy i met from Austria
i call Ghost Rider who as we speak is visiting Ireland today
it's got me wondering

Talk to me  please , what does it all mean ?
are they just signs  your thinking of me too or is it
something Bigger are you sending me a Gift
that i have to put the puzzle together

in order to see what lies ahead and it's not as scary as 
I always told you i thought it was .

please just 1 more visit so i know i'm on the right path
and know i'll always love you
even when i'm bad at going by the house we both loved !

written sept 24, 2011  trying to figure out if love signs from heaven help us when we think they've  forgot

Friday, September 9, 2011

Mountains , Moons & Wild Flowers , Annie's Home


                             Mountains, Moons and Wildflowers


A mountain covered in wildflowers and the greenest grass I’ve ever known
The moon shines brightly tonight sayin   Kim, I’m in peace
because of others and you have held me in your heart for so long.

Thank you and I love you are words seldom said, yet often meant.
Cause you, Annie, had a way with animals that showed us all
the softer a voice is, the more it carries things on,
and on a rare occasion when things weren’t  going right,
I can still see you puttin’ that pencil across your lips, sayin’
“See this, Kim. We aren’t going there!!”
I lived my far off journeys of Ireland, Scotland, and Austria through you, Annie.
Mountains, as far as the eyes could see, covered in green grass.
Some with a shady tree, when you’re done kissin’ our full moon,
Shinin’ down on your loved ones tonight, sittn’ with God in Heaven,
Knowin’ Lil’Annie and Goldie are there with you, too.
It’s because of my friendship with you, I feel like an eagle, who can soar over any mountain, with grass filled with the most beautiful wild flowers,
because my friend and teacher of life, Annie, is resting in peace tonight,
yet comes to see us every full moon, as she laughs, with a smile that tells ya
“I’m with ya, no matter what. ‘Cause the moon’s my ride.
Written for Annie Jensen, on September 16th, 2005
With love and the honor of knowing, I’ll always have Annie in my heart, shinin’ with pride.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

I Love You

 I LOVE YOU

I Love you for what you mean to me
I love you because without you
My heart would never sing .
I love you for the simple things
We both find in each other that no one else see's

Like the true beauty of a soul
that gives a helping hand to a stranger
without strings .

The way you make me laugh , when
i'm so mad , i've almost given up
on the world and all
God's beauty in it !

I love you are 3 of the Hardest words
I still find it hard , to tell people in person
Yet you my friend give me hope of

The impossible Dream !!!

written december 8th 2009 for my soul mate

Friday, September 2, 2011

Trusting No One

Trusting No One

Your eyes  they tell the  story of  your tortured past .
No one understands unless they've been
where you are

What it's like to try and get those images out of your head !
For you to open up to a stranger ,when it feels
like no one has your back

through all the Hell you've been put through
there's 2 things you can count on
believe it or not my Friend

1. is your gut instinct on things at a cross road
2. Love is an Undying thing when you find those
that respect you and you show them
respect in return , for  someone once told me
you can't demand trust you gotta earn it !

written  by kim celeda  9-2-2011
for a man who sets the World on Fire , yet shows
true compassion to those he admirers

God Bless My Friends

God Bless My Friends !

I'm wishing on stars , deep dark inside the black sky
Hoping your with me in spirit tonight
As its the first Christmas , I've had with the
true meaning of something special !

I can't get the words to come out right
the way i want them to  .
to let you know your friendship is worth more

than the money or gold in any state or country or
world known !
you've made me Laugh & cry , but most of all

You've given me the reasons to say ,
You've made my life different in so many ways & I hope
you'll be there in the long haul because i haven't
laughed so much in years and that's No Bull !

written december 23,2003

Thursday, September 1, 2011

I Miss You Always

I miss  you  always

why do  I feel like I've pushed you away
I guess it's cause I feel , I need to talk to you
each and every day .
With you in Michigan and me down here for some reason .
when I don't see or talk to you ,
I feel like the attraction you might have towards me
Is gonna disappear .

I know most people really consider it an obession
and i'm not always like this ,  I'm just hoping soon you'll
slip up  and tell me Kim , stop worrying
I will always be here though we may not talk every day .

your always with me and bring a smile to my face
and warmth to my heart , that sings  with
wonder and amazement !

written dec. 2004  for Dan in michigan for being the first guy i ever got to
meet on the internet whose family is still close to me after
all these years . god bless and be with them always .

Just A Dream , Just A Dream

                                                          
 Just A Dream , just a Dream

The Moon shines brightly over the ocean tonight
a few stars beam , as he holds me close & whispers
you have No idea , how your Laughter

Moves me to the point of missing you , when i can't
be with you day and night .
and just when i'm about to cry ,from wanting to believe him

Before I can even think twice he gently kisses my Lips
and says I'm glad there's you in my life .
as we walk along the shores end,  back towards the cars .
Angels and God watch from above somewhere off in the

Distance I here a radio playing Can't get you outta my head
then it switches to Believe , we've gotten to our cars
 And before  I get in he hands me a single flower with a note

that reads , this is my beginning to knowing you
As   a  good loving woman
who i'll keep always & forever  near me 
til your wrapped in my arms that long for your touch !  

written by kim celeda   in april  of 2005

Too Good To Be True

  Too Good To Be True

The things I wanna feel & believe
I wanna feel the love of a man , who'll take his time
and not rush .
Where I don't have to treble inside of the fear of
being misread and hit again

I wanna feel safe in his embrace , have him
show and tell me , what its like
to be and make love

His lips on mine , as we share our first kiss
Letting me know "Girl  I'm an old fashion guy "
even tho I may get horny at times .
Its all good cause this is our time and you'll learn

And begin to see I'm for real , as I told you before
It's what's in your heart that keeps
A smile on my face and you close to me .

Am I dreamin as it's what my heart truly needs .

written for Dan in michigan  8-23-2003  the First guy I ever met on the internet that became a Life long friend god bless me to meet in person with his family  in april of 2005