You ever had a moment in your life that
stood sooo Still ?
The passion burned within you just do it !
Yet you were struggling with the angel on your shoulder
sayin Nooooo you'd just be another notch in
his belt of millions.
Besides he'd just laugh and tell his mom ,
she does everyone . As that's the day i'll never forget .
I had the biggest crush on you when we were
growing up .
For years you never once thought i was good enough !
As i stood behind you watching you fix your
mom's screen door , holding the hammer for you .
My body ached just watching the sweat pour
down your shoulders in that grey
tank muscle shirt!
Wanting sooo badly to reach out and touch you,
Asking you to kiss me like there's NO tommorrow !
Which i never did as the fear took over
looking that way at you .
Yet again came strike two , when you announced in front
of your family and myself , that i did something
with one of your friends to this day
god is my only witness i've never done .
Do you know or even care what that felt like ?
having your family that loved me
think i was a street walker for life .
They say as we get older and time marches on ,
everybody wishes they had
at least 1 person to love , you had millions.
I will forever go to my grave wondering
why i never once crossed your mind .
To be good enough to just kiss
once in the heated moment of
a chance in a lifetime my body ever cried out for Love !
written 6/13/2012 by Celeda's Rein for JS the guy i've known for over 30 years that still has a way to make me blush .
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