Bitten by Moonlight  { A hickie isn’t gross it’s the power of Kismet } 

I get it you know , I spooked you by letting my guard down . With the confession of saying 

I found you cute when I had no right to 

As you don’t know me from Adam and I guess in some small ways you never will ... ! 

As I’ll never be able to travel so I live my best lives through books and the souls God has graced me enough with meeting that chose to stay friends beyond this earth and the universe .  with a galaxy of stars you’re  lucky enough to witness above a river bank glistening  to  a full moon’s light . 

You can even hear wolves howling in the far off distance letting you know fate has a way that teaches us all passion might be sexy in the heat of a moment with chemistry thrown in . Yet it dies down quick when you’re  left feeling unworthy of the gift you’ve dreamt of 

Where things change from fact to fiction in the blink of an eye’s tunnel vision wound up tighter 

Then the kaleidoscope of a church  window you called home !! 

Written 10/13/2018 by Celeda Rein as a way to say Most see me as insane due to my outspokenness from being shackled to a wall for 27 years . Instead of just saying you’re  a rare breed that says what you feel with no bullshit or game of cast and tug 

Confessions Vs Blindsided From Truths 

Would you ever meet me In the middle ? Or am I a blazing star falling from heaven 

So I couldn’t tell you what I really felt it seems awkward to confess things now . 

I’m a women that hates the old school saying 

{ you can’t love NO one til you learn to love yourself } to me that’s total bullshit !! 

 As I’ve been in love a few times in my 56 years 

On this planet , yet I don’t use the words I love you cause to me seems a lot of people say them like water off a duck’s ass not knowing the truest of meaning behind them . 

To me love is come hell or high water not losing faith in the person that’s intrigued you enough that watching them grow before you is like a kaleidoscope of wonder for a blind man’s  first time seeing heaven again . 

 You’ll never understand what power lies in a soul that’s so humble it finds its sweetest rewards just seeing the light shine in the eyes of others who’ve embraced them through simple acts of kindness wether it be a hug or just a simple hello again . 

Yet I promise you this and ask that you don’t take it lightly ! if someday god graces me with meeting you and I say I love you don’t make me regret my choices as I’m fragile in most places yet a warrior when least expected . 

I’ve built walls around me for a reason , it isn’t to say I’m stone cold heartless , yet to prove when I love someone it’s above and beyond any and all words yet to be found in a  tribal galaxy of stars that out shine the darkest of hours !! 

Written by Celeda Rein 8/27/2018  as a way to say I wish I was as brave as a Knight of the Round table when it comes to confessions . 

Yet everytime I’ve hinted at liking someone 

I become the victim of just another window people glance through not wanting to know me even as friends . 

I’m a good student at learning things most wanna rush through merely because most see me as invisible or cause I’m use to lurking in shadows outta fear of being rejected over and over again . 

So you see I’m different then most , cause when you finally here the words I love you 

Coming from my lips you’ll understand 

I’ve fought so many demons in my past , 

I take nothing for granted yet remain a humble 

Servant of miracles come when least expected 

Not when we wanted them . 

               Ride or Die , Talk to Me 

Change is through seasons , What faith is to life . 

I honestly wish I knew the Riddle that has you seeing me as leprosy through talks we’ve had .

where I’m bewildered  asking myself why would you leave ? Was it because of the nickname we’ve been through so much over the years , 

It seemed like peas in a pod . I’m still the same 

girl who believes in King Authur & Camelot . 

Tho on full moons yes it’s true I’d love to be seduced by Batman or Zorro guilty as charged . 

I miss our talks and especially the laughter 

As it’s not everyday you find imperfections 

That light up your chaotic world of darkness 

With a kaleidoscope of passion and wonder !! 

What’s so wrong about being honest in saying 

Yes I felt blessed to be hugged in spirit as I doubt we'll ever meet . 

However trite it may seem to you , simple things in moments like notes , laughter , smiles , cast the embers in my soul afire 

To where I feel like I could walk on water without fear of drowning in lack of oxygen . 

So tell me the truth I promise I can handle it , was 

It really the nickname or did I over step boundaries for being different then most you’ve met ? 

Written July 24, 2018  by Celeda Rein as a way to say I’m stronger then I seem,  even on days 

Where I’d give anything just to be hugged with compassion and No Strings